Monday, January 21, 2013

Thoughts on God showing up in awesome ways (like glory clouds and sparkles)


  Theologically it’s not out of the question, unless you of course claim interesting/odd/awesome phenomena stopped at the end of the first century church. I however am persuaded that He keeps up the craziness! So why not in every place? Why doesn’t He do these unexplainable signs everywhere? I think many have asked this question, and perhaps I’m the least qualified to present possible answer. I mean I don’t have a M.Div (my theological degree is a bit “Practical” [CFNIers get it], but in a recent conversation with a dear friend a few thoughts came up that perhaps bear some truth.
     
       In the days that Jesus walked this earth, He went around doing good deeds, healing the sick, casting out demons, and giving sight to the blind (sometimes in strange/cool ways e.g. making mud from His spit and putting on a guys eyes). Oddly enough those who were church leaders, or those who had all the answers, found every possible way to diminish the Son of God, from calling him a son of the devil, to a blasphemer. Eventually a few came to the conclusion that He might be a prophet, but the majority seemed to be in one accord that He should be destroyed. I say all that to say this, the things He did were not normal, thus causing many churchgoers to distance themselves from believing in Him. Fast forward to today (Not that there isn’t a ton of awesome stuff to glean from church history, because there is e.g. tongues of fire appearing over the Disciples at Pentecost). The church now is not so different from back then, in certain ways. There is a certain apprehension toward all things Spiritual/Supernatural, and even more skepticism when something unexplainable happens. It could be that we are comfortable with the Christianity we’ve built, and would rather not have the waters stirred. But I find myself wondering if the answer is revealed in a sort of biblical parallel. Jesus performed many wonders among those who were simply willing to believe. Many of these with the faith like that of a child. The place He was able to do the least, however was in the place where He was expected to act a certain way, in His hometown. God being limited by our preconceptions of how He should act, though perhaps somewhat true, is not the point I’m trying to make. I wonder however, if He chooses not to perform signs and wonders based on the fact that for many who are along the journey of sanctification it would prove to be more of a stumbling block. I think of something Jesus says that I’m sure could be interpreted many ways. In Luke 18 Jesus talks about receiving the kingdom as a child does, and though this entails much more than signs and wonders I have to believe it must include them. He certainly didn’t say we should receive the kingdom like a theologian. Something I’ve noticed when these unexplainable signs happen is that the children who see them don’t hesitate to believe and are left in awe as well as full of joy. I remember when I was a child being around some pretty cool things, like awesome healings and such. These didn’t push me away from God but rather drew me closer. What I am not saying is that we should be theologically ignorant, even though I don’t have a degree I wouldn’t say I’m theologically ignorant. What I am presenting however, is the idea that faith like a child and sound theology shouldn’t be divorced. Thus, when the Holy Spirit chooses to show up in awesome/crazy ways we shouldn’t theorize our way to say it couldn’t be God. I am aware many have used the Holy Spirit as an explanation for drawing attention to themselves. But even that doesn’t diminish my desire for God to do these cool things.
     
I’ll conclude with this. Perhaps the greater question for many is why does God even want to do these things? Is all that stuff really necessary? I believe it is in God’s nature to do things that make us stand in awe, but with the intent that we would enjoy Him like a child would enjoy their father doing things that make them say “WOW”. I have to believe that our heavenly Father enjoys us enjoying Him. He wants to reveal the greatness of the kingdom “On earth as it is in heaven”. But in His grace for us He doesn’t want to do things that push us away, when after all they aren’t essential to our salvation. So He allows our “safe” theology to continue. I however, tend to believe passion and safety don’t always dwell in the same house. In my passion for Him, I want to stand in awe when He chooses to put a cloud in the room, feathers start to fall, or gold dust appears, believing its because He wants to reveal the wonders of His kingdom to His kids. I would love my response to be, “WOW, can You do that AGAIN!? I would love it if God would enjoy Himself in my presence as much as I do in His. It’s not impossible with Faith, and with the faith like that of a child.